UnFiLl SkY

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2012-01-26T22:37:00.002+08:00

Went for my first Physio today, one word to describe it "PAIN". I guess my pain tolerance is low.
After Physio was doctor appointment, doctor said progress was good and the stitches can be remove today then the wound can have contact with water. I was so happy to hear that, it basically means I can soon go back to swimming!!!
BUT... when the nurse remove the stitch, she said " You move alot right?" because the wound still haven't fully close back and she have to tape it back up........ There goes my hope of swimming!

2012-01-20T14:35:00.001+08:00

2012-01-07T01:32:00.001+08:00

Days in Army

2011-10-30T15:56:00.003+08:00

11 weeks have passed, yet I've done nothing.
I feel like a clerk, even worst I like the lowest clerk among the "clerks".
Life as a OOT sucks!

NEw phase

2011-10-15T13:03:00.001+08:00

Months have passed since I enlist, now..... I'm OOT(out of training)
What a sad life I have...
I don't wanna be just a KEYBOARD WARRIOR!

2011 liao lo.....!!!

2011-01-08T22:07:00.002+08:00

When I was working today I am being ask......
Eh Junjie, how long have you been working here liao huh???
Counting back...... If I were to count by age...
14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 and I'm 23 this year....!!!
A total of 10 TEN ten 十 full YEARS liao lo.....

Wah... I still remember back in the days when I was doing lobby for 3 months... clearing tray throw rubbish and wash toilet...!!
Then French Fries......
Then kitchen
Lastly counter...!!!

If you think I'm giving my people hell now than I used to be working with devils in the past lo...!!
LOLS Oops..!!!

Being a teacher is really hard
That much I understand now...

UPs and DONWs... I tired of it....
I'm trying to giving it up man

Updates

2011-01-06T22:13:00.002+08:00

I've recently been addicted to online shopping.
First I got a arm strap for my iPhone, than a iPhone portable charger than a headphone.

Major Headache now...!!!
All thanks to my FYP.....
I'm so stuck and my lecturer is no where in sight!

I've gotten a new trainee....
This time a female one
GUESS WHO

Complain Complain Complain...!

2010-12-26T20:37:00.003+08:00

Customer: Can I have Mayonnaise
Me: Sorry, we have stop providing it
Customer: Oh, than can I have Tata sauce?
Me: Oh we don't provide that
Customer: You mean to say you don use it for your fillet-O-Fish
Me: We have
Customer: But you can't give me?
Me: We don't provide it for food safety reasons.
Customer: ok, what's your name?
Me: junjie (pointing to my nametag)

30mins later.........

Customer:Can you write down your name for me, I'm going to lodge a complain
Me: Oh sure (got a piece of paper and wrote down my name and designation)
Me: May I know what's it's about?
Customer: What do you think? I'm going to complain you..!!
Customer: You ruin my McDonald's
Me: OS (WTF)
Customer: I think you are just plain lazy to get it for me!
Customer: Other manager got it for me when I asked.
Me: OS (May I ask a favor from you? Could you please give me the names of those manager that gave you the tata sauce? Cause I'm going to make sure that in future they don't!)
Customer: I'm going to lodge a complain against you! Just wait!
Me: Sure, thanks for the feedback I'll wait for the complain. (Smile)

Christmas Day

2010-12-25T22:17:00.005+08:00

And I'm so Sorry that I hurt you
Sorry that i fell through
Sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that it came true
but sorry doesn't turn back time
For all that I have done to you
I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you
Sorry that I needed you
Sorry that I held you tight

倪安東

Wow...!
My very first Christmas Eve and Christmas Day alone....
I kind of asked for it
I figure out that nobody knows that it's back alive down here
I could speak freely

Though I'm seen laughing, cheerful and stuff
I'm was saw through? as a sadist
and that's what I practically am... pretty much I guess..??!

Sadistic personality disorder is:

A) A pervasive pattern of cruel, demeaning, and aggressive behavior, beginning by early adulthood, as indicated by the repeated occurrence of at least four of the following:

has used physical cruelty or violence for the purpose of establishing dominance in a relationship (not merely to achieve some noninterpersonal goal, such as striking someone in order to rob him/her).
Humiliates or demeans people in the presence of others.
has treated or disciplined someone under his/her control unusually harshly.
is amused by, or takes pleasure in, the psychological or physical suffering of others (including animals).
has lied for the purpose of harming or inflicting pain on others (not merely to achieve some other goal).
gets other people to do what he/she wants by frightening them (through intimidation or even terror).
restricts the autonomy of people with whom he or she has a close relationship, e.g., will not let spouse leave the house unaccompanied or permit teenage daughter to attend social functions.
is fascinated by violence, weapons, injury, or torture.

B) The behavior in A has not been directed toward only one person (e.g., spouse, one child) and has not been solely for the purpose of sexual arousal (as in sexual sadism).

Millon's subtypes

Theodore Millon identified four subtypes of sadist. ^[4]^[5] Any individual sadist may exhibit none or one of the following:

explosive sadist - including borderline features

tyrannical sadist - including negativistic (passive-aggressive) features

enforcing sadist - including compulsive features

spineless sadist - including avoidant features.

Do I have a few of that?

I get "shocked" once in awhile by words
from closes ones
I acted though as it didn't get to me and just laughed it off
but deep down I was swallowing this bitter, harsh and tearing smile down
What I didn't expect is that it never fails coming back and haunt me during those cold and lonely night
thinking what makes me...... ME
Am I all that is? all that's left?

I want to hold your hand
I want to hold your hand

Oh please say to me
You'll let be your man
And please say to me
You'll let me hold your hand

You'll let me hold your hand
I want to hold your hand

Beatles

And I was thinkin about you, thinkin about me.
Thinkin about us, what we gonna be?
Open my eyes, yeah; it was only just a dream.
So I travel back, down that road.
Who she come back? No one knows.
I realize, yeah, it was only just a dream.

Nelly

If you reach well a BIG THANK YOU?
I suppose...
enjoyed my songs?
and the lyrics I pluck out?
I hope you, you and you had..!

Oh.... Don't Don't leave with a heavy heart
Cos... afterall it's Christmas..!!
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Merry Christmas..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eve of Christmas eve

2010-12-24T01:36:00.003+08:00

I SOLD MY BIKE
Yes.... I really sold my bike
after riding it for 1 year, 1 month and 18 days

Good and bad la
sold it for $1.5k, did i earn? nope I did not I lose around $100 - $200 ba

Okay.... so what did I do after I sold my bike lei...
Went Jurong Point and watch this movie with the girls..!

Had our Christmas dinner at this "zhi Cha" store, ordered this Christmas hotplate dish lol... weird? Yes... very!
Than we did some gift exchange and I really really love the EVERLAST bag that I brought can!
I got this in exchange! Hoegaarden Beer set

LOL....! Koon...! SAW THIS????
beer addict liao

Updates

2010-12-22T21:52:00.003+08:00

5 months and 22 days since I last blogged.

Wow that's long ain't it???
What have I been doing during that time?
Well..... quite a bit.

Let's start with August
...........
......
...
Nah... just kidding, it's too way back for me to grab the photos and post it up now. Will just start with something recent.
Currently I'm doing my Final Year Project and it's giving me HELL...!!!!

I shall share the most recent photo I've got..!

Which happen to be CLASS REP Birthday..!!

3 Things to inform...!

2010-07-30T00:32:00.013+08:00

LOL... Above is my dog, His name is MOCCA..!!
1year 7months old
Timid and shy
Has a pig like nose
stick to me alot...
Yep...!! I WENT TO
UNIVERSAL STUDIO SINGAPORE..!!

TAking photos with Miss Bimbo...!!

If only all the Service Crew in the Diner is like this....!!

Wanted to give you guys all the details de... but too bad....
I have to play with Mocca liao..!!
Anyway, I shall tell you something still.
The entrance tickets is $69 but it actually include a $5 food vouchers and $10 shopping vouchers.
So they are basically forcing you to buy something there LOL Smart arh..
okok ok ok now to the ride..
Seriously NEVER NEVER NEVER SKIP
Revenge of the Mummy..!!
It's totally worth the ticket lo
I went for this ride like 3 time lo, plus hor the waiting time for this indoor roller coaster super fast but end super fast also la..
PLUS PLUS PLUS it's a 4D ride lai de...

Other than the rides lei, Their stage show are also never NEVER to be miss
WATER WORLD is highly recommended..!
It's already like a $40 - $100 show by itself lo
BUT bear in mind YOU ARE BOUND TO GET WET..!!!
VERY VERY WET

Wear something light but i would advice not to have slippers on
The Sun can be scorching but it felt quite good still at least it's not raining
Be sure to grab your copy of Map and also all the show time at the entrance so you can properly plan your day and not miss out any show time like I did...!

Super Happening day..... First went Universal than after it close we slack around till 8pm we watched SONGS OF THE SEA
Super Awesome..!!!
I would definitely go both places again esp after ALL the rides are fully operational..
I still got alot of photos lo...LOL

This is what you really see in the sky in Songs of the Sea
It's not a edited photo
It uses the water splash as the backdrop of a projection

饭团之家

2010-07-06T21:08:00.003+08:00

Jovan
LOL
Not a common name right?
Hearing it often these days

“我一直爱。。。。。着过去。。。。。爱着你。。。。。”

life lesson

2010-06-30T22:44:00.003+08:00

你已经离开了
为什么还要在出现
出现了又为和不理不睬
原来我并没有做到把你放得下

Not Jovan.

FUCKED UP 他妈的...!!!!

2010-06-21T03:56:00.002+08:00

FUCK UP asshole ruin my day, shit lo I was initially thinking of posting the very fun day I had with Liu and Ah hua the other day one lo.
Than end up scolding.......
SHIT HIM
WTF la...!!!
How dare you accuse me of stealing your mobile phone...!! My phone also better than yours lo, I don even know what cheap brand is your pathetic phone...!!
You think you call people come down confront me I will scare of you arh..!! you think you say you call police liao I GIVE A DAMN arh..!
FUCK YOU la...!!!
WANT PLAY GANGSTER ARH you think I nobody to call arh...!!
I've been in this store for more than 8 years liao ok, I want to steal I also steal others phone which is better than yours lo and I would have done this kind of things long ago lo WHY would I even wanna start now...!!!
YOU don't bloody hell destroy my reputation...!!!!

Looking back - Work

2010-04-04T01:07:00.003+08:00

It's been another long period of not posting, no drive, no motivation to blog or you can call it plain laziness LOL..!

Well..... school holiday will soon be over and what have I been doing during the past one month or so lei..

WORK

Yes it's work and work and work and working non stop, since my work is my life for the past month I shall start sharing my thoughts on it first.
I guess regardless of age everyone enjoys compliments and needs encouragement, but it seems like that's what most of us are rather reluctant to give..... or rather have neglected.

Does that sounds like a word out of guilt?? LOL

OK let's put it this way

We or rather most of us are not used to giving compliments to others

Better??

I shall start the ball rolling

Since it's about work I shall lay it out in order

Boss - Although boss can be quite naggy, fussy ,stingy and demanding at times but she can still be consider quite good.

why would I say that?

First of all I must say that you can hardly find a boss that is so "reachable", I think most of us would agree with me that we hardly feel the "big boss" barrier between us... other than certain things that she's particular about la if not the rest can actually be nego if your point is strong la.

It's also quite unfair to her sometimes because we always compare her with our previous boss, they have their own different style of doing and handling stuff.

I'm also VERY surprise that the other day caiyun actually told me that deep down she does agree that boss is very good and that she understand her position.

Now to my first assistant - she's young, motivated and she is quite positive so yea she quite a good leader as well. I can't really say much as I recall that i seldom work with her now....

JacJac - really...believe me she have change..!! maybe not alot be at least made some improvement. She play the motherly figure in our store la.

Shuling - ...... she's a good company though, how can we not have her around lo

Janice - to me.... she's quiet and good to work with, we can cooperate well with each other and I always look upon her for her ability to always keep her calm and cool.

KaiXin - I believe she have change alot, from the newly promoted FM which get "teary" easily to someone that can manage the whole store

Jegan - He's loud no doubt but he is super helpful... need anything done even if its after his working hours he'll be the OK guy for ya as long as he got nothing on later.

CLs......

MooiGiok - BEST OF THE BEST LA...! My lao shi, Teacher, ShiFu whatever you call it she's super friendly as well and she does have a great sense of humour.

Liza & Azie - My morning part counter depends on them man...!! They are simply a bunch of young and youthful AUNTIES...LOL, they both do thing super speedy too.

Iin - Helpful and she can be consider as the mother of all my Malay crew can...! station wise la.

ShuYi - though she's a bitch but she can really be very helpful and capable of running the shift for you managing staff wise la

Vincent - sometimes I still feel that he can be quite naive and little bit slow in his thinking BUT he is also very effective in his job, also he is now capable of loosening the manager work load. Although he can out of a sudden throw you a question that may shock you but he is purely tying to know and learn more la.

TeckWhye - He is good with his English and can see that he is very proud of it with boost his confidence level.

YeeMei - Improve alot alot alot.....

Kenny - Efficient and dependable, count on him with no worries if you wanna get things done fast and nice. It's the store luck that we have him here

Dinesh - Great housekeeping crew, plus good productivity.

DengJun - he has good time management skill and is actually quite dependable and hardworking, but as a newly promoted CL there is still plenty of room for improvements.

GuanLiang - High productivity level and have a strong initiative level, as a new CL he too have TONS of things to learn.

Crews..!!

MY NO. 1 goes to........... TIMA..!!!

No doubt she's in my opinion the BEST Kitchen crew in the store....! Wanna know her greatness?? Just look at the way when she work and you'll understand without any doubt..!

MayMay, auntie wailan and morning aunties - Super productive when talk about their age man, they are a assets to our store.

Jerome - My best counter crew..!!! I love the way he serve and even I will have to learn from him. But he has to work on his dependability

Amirul & Azalee - Both are my good runner, azalee with the delighting smile and amirul with the polite greeting.

Rose - A very diligent crew and is a great helper Plus a great auntie..!! LOL

JiaYi - she's actually quite good with most of the stations that she know, can put her at any station without constant worries, high productivity level as well BUT she seriously have to work on her reliability man.

GuanHong & Joshua - Great help in my kitchen

Xiang Woon - Hmm.... Helpful and still helpful lo lol

PRC crew - They are all very very productive

Kimlian - Best LDS crew

HuiQi and gang - reliable on stations.

FangLi & SinYee - Super fast speed and dependable, with them around no worries at all.

Hubert - slow and abit "gong" at times but he is a fast learner and quite dependable la.

Night closing aunties - Their exp are a gold mine man...!!! Believe and consult them first they might suprise you with great solution.

Team CCK4

To Mr. Lim Brimjio

2010-02-24T03:16:00.001+08:00

Mr Lim...!!!

Thanks for quoting that the money you won from me can get you all the favor of chips you would want.!

And that packet of Ruffles you left was GONE when I got back home today..!!!!

DAMN IT..!

NEW POST

2010-02-20T00:04:00.004+08:00

Can't think a of a title for this post so what you see is what you get.!!
ARH...!!!
Exam is just next week yet today is my first day of studying
A rather short study though...LOL
am I scare? should I be paranoid? others are telling me to start worrying about my results.
I still can't feel the urgency or the mood to really get into mugging yet.

The two years contract between us will soon be due, is it really gonna be our separate ways from then?
I lied about us when asked.
Either way IT will no longer be the same.

Bimjio is so cool can, he actually blogged about men being a bitch..!!! AND AND I do know WHO he is referring to can..!! LOL.... I like..!
As usual I still find it troublesome to comment on his blog..!!
CAN YOU DO SOMETHING?

Oh btw I'm quite taken aback that YOU blogged often now...or is it because it's a new blog AGAIN

LOL

Have been working for 6 continuous days from CNY eve de eve till chu si.
Super tiring man..!! My boss totally use manager to cover crew can, but bo bian la really can't find anyone else to work already somemore still have those NoShow de...
How Irresponsible kids can be now....

It's a random post today so comment randomly....LOLs

New Watch..!!!

2010-02-14T03:13:00.003+08:00

SUPER HAPPY LA...!!

LOL, today lei is CNY But the event that made me so excited is that fact that I got myself a NEW watch..!

NICE RIGHT..!!!!!!

It cost me $288.90 LOL but I really like so it's ok lo.....

Mr. Suay..!

2010-02-06T03:55:00.003+08:00

A super CCB done something to my BIKE...!!

Now instead of KA BOOM its BOOM BA on my bike..!!

NOTICE that my windscreen is gone..!! along with my P plate and plate NO.

F that asshole that smash my windscreen..!!

That asshole actually care to disposed of those broken pieces of my windscreen lo...!!!

NOW I'll have to replace windscreen, P plate, Mirror, license NO. and my headlight is a goner too..!!

FUCK..!!!!
05/02/2010

Call me Mr. Suay

What's the DIFFERENT

2010-02-02T03:02:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to write already, my brain is rusty now.

It's not that I don wanna blog la kenny, is hor don know what to say ma.

You expect me to write how isolated I am getting towards people around me meh..!!!

Or You want me to write how sick I've been the last few days meh.

Or how funny I sound when I talk this few days.

OR maybe how I think I have quarrel with someone close already?

HAiz....!! all so negative la so don wanna talk lo...!

Although I did do a few things la for the past week.

Watched "Law abiding citizen" with bimjio oon Wed, it was unexpectedly GOOD..!!

EH ........ What else did i do lei???

Really like nth hor other than work

I think for the whole of last week i only went to school like for a total of not more than 3 hours ba...LOL

What a GREAT student I AM la...!!1

GOOD JOB JOVAN...!!!

Keep that up and YOU WILL

GO TO HELL...!!!

2010-01-26T03:24:00.001+08:00

Another 3 days of work

2 days of NOT attending school

_________

There goes my life

L O L

blue

Where do I stand?

2010-01-25T03:17:00.002+08:00

What kind of person am I in others eye?

Do I treat others badly? too good? or what?

CAn't I have expectation?

Or is my expectation too high?

Not only once did I feel so unjust

FRIENDS...I do have and its quite alot...

OR do i not

But who are those that I can depend on?

Who are the ones that I can count on when i needed help?

It turns out to be

Those that I least expected

THANKS

I need to feel I have someone

ITs hard to understand what i wanna say

Commenting CHANGE

2010-01-21T11:58:00.001+08:00

OK...!!! as what LimKianKoon say, I've have change commenting to anyone also can comment liao....!!!

My Result recently SUCKS

Ok i can quit School liao...!

PISS OFF..!!!

2010-01-19T03:35:00.003+08:00

I think you will still see this post...so let mi answer you here....

OF COS I GUAI LAN LA..... ANgry can...!!!

say meet go dinner than u MIA lo... 30 min ago still can msg me say call you

less than 20min only you can fall asleep lo...

Thought you are at Arcade what..!!!

End up i go there gong gong one person order quite a number of things lo...cos initially thought can share share!

Than lei...! never come.....

Have to stuff everything in, cannot finish de go to waste lo...!!!

SEE la... DON'T you think i have the right to be angry...!!!

Yes can punch card de you don't know meh..!!!

DAMN suay can... closing counter short money...! ALOT can... bo bian i top up lo...!

PISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs

My bike ka boom again...!!

2010-01-17T00:19:00.004+08:00

Sian la..... My bike kiss the floor again..!! This time round it's me lo....HAIZ..

Broke my mirror, brake peddle, signal light totally dent inside and WORST.....my fairing..CRACK and phone also SPOIL!!!

HAIZ...!!!!!!!

so people.... don't blame me if I don't reply ur msg i don even know if i can pick up call

SUAY 2010 all the way till now man..!!

I think I'm gonna die this YEAR...!! LOLs

Hurt my leg and hand....leg swelling la...PAIN

Cool lo... bang bang liao i still can pick up bike ride off go to work

Dripping blood all the way can

Reach work place liao than found out my uniform totally torn can...... than bo bian have to wear that red colour de lo....

my leg keep bleeding while working lo cos bo bian have to walk around eh wrong is limping around lo...

MORONS ask how's my bike before checking out my injury lo....!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

IDIOT still can say put flower at the place i had the accident lo...!!!

FREAK HIM...!!!

The pain is killing me lo... can't sleep ARH!!!!

Updates

2010-01-13T17:21:00.003+08:00

3 days of working and 2 days of not attending school....

LOLs

Damn "SUAY"

2010-01-13T02:36:00.002+08:00

Really PISS OFF lo...!!!!

Within like 3 months I've been stop and screen by Mr. Blue uniform for like 6th time can...!!!

I can't believe this time round I was stop just below my BLOCK la...!!

I'm just carrying my helmet can..!

WHAT..!!!? DO I have a criminal FACE...!!??

Drain of energy

2010-01-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

Super tired...! Plus not really in the mood for blogging...!

SO its gonna be super brief...

Got all the photos for crew outing, genting trip and clubbing night liao

Should post most of the pictures up but ya.... blame it on the laziness....!

SAT & SUN super super tiring..!!!

Tons of customers yet low on crew...!

People are getting SICK ... NO SHOW.... and EXCUSE

and i have to work like a dog just to cover their suppose load...!!

makes me hate working...!!!

today after work went TAKA with michelle brought the wallet she wanted me to check out...!

Haiz... didn't get my Chanel perfume as she forgot to bring the vouches...

She promise next week wor...! YEA/....! another week of wait... lol...

after that lei went sushi tei...and ...its on her again haiz....80 over dollar lo for just the two of us...!

done...!!! sleep is what i want now...!

Night ppl..!!!

comment is what keeps a blogger blogging..!!!

What a day..!!!

2010-01-06T23:04:00.008+08:00

LOLs....! lesson at 8.30am but i only reach school around 1010am la....!! than school ends at 12pm today so went town with classmates lo, weisheng wanted to go pedro in wisma while i would like to shop for the wallet someone ask me to get.

Cj and I ride there while the rest train, the both of us was like lost our way there can after we parked our bike...! suppose to meet them at FAR EAST PLAZA but because we park at wheellock there ma... than next to it is FAR EAST SHOPPING...lol..

I can't believe it man...!! it's the 3rd time I lost my way while trying to get to FAR EAST PLAZA and it's always keong that come to mind when it come to orchard...!!

Gave him a call and ask for directions lo...!

FINALLY reached...! and they had FINISH their LUNCH LA...!!!

WTH lo...!

They actually split into 2 groups to had their lunch lo... i went to the one that has keong, ws and kc cos they were like saying dean, kun and teck downstairs eating wanton mee...! which i don really want.

Than hor than hor after my meal go down find them THEN i know yeeshan and stephy also there la...!!! no wonder they say teck is dean and kun de "lightblub"

Ok nvm.... after meal we walk around eh wisma first than taka than erm.... ION, here abit there abit la...

First hor I went to find the perfume dean show me la... Chanel de... pics below...! SUPER NICE CAN..!! K.C also want lo.. but too bad i chop first arh..better don buy same one with me...! It's $115 ok la hor not that EX... i ask SOMEONE buy for me lo.. and he reply WAIT LO...! WTH

FINE nvm i got $60 de taka voucher..!

Next was ION de uniqlo i brought the jacket below as well.. but it's black colour de la...not this green... $29.90 always turn out to be i'm the one that wants to buy the most things lo...! lol..!

and and and took like 100 over photos with shan and stephy today la...! jus spam only lo...

Cool la but shan say don wanna send mi..!! :(

-_-"

Today de post is specially for NehNeh...!!! lol

School have started...!

2010-01-05T03:14:00.002+08:00

Yes..! school have starter and it's time things start to change, normally once school term starts, people and relationship start to change... either drift or cling even closer.

Well first day of school wasn't that great but not that bad as well

Lesson at 8am yet i woke up only at 8.45am..! BEST right mi...! LOL

Gotten my result back for my Ecom, B+

not bad la considering the fact that i only seriously study it for like 3 or 4 hours before the exam...!

Maths and EC should be disastrous for me..!!

Current time is 3am and i jus came back from East Coast Park la...!

Freak right..!!

later have to be in school by 10am to meet WeiSheng for project lo..!

LAstly, CHoo bert arh...!!! you want mi to put ur blog link together with kun's Dead blog is it..!!! can you Update it..!!!

New Year Eve...!!

2009-12-31T16:51:00.006+08:00

today marks the Last day of 2009...!!! It have been a eventful year for me, lots have happen be it good or bad, sorrow or joy, scary or fun..LOL...!

New friends have been made but old ones are lost as well, with or without them we have to move on.... 2010 will wait for NO ONE!

I won't get to attend those count down party this year as i'm so working the overnight shift la...!

Dean was like JOvan work again arh..!!! request off la.. if not take MC...!!! WTH lo...!! than say what 12am call me and let me hear how happening it is on his side

But since yesterday was my only off day...! I did a early celebration with my classmate or rather schoolmate... cos kaiXin and her friends also went...!

St. James Power House...! thats where we went..!

Clubbing all night long from 9+ to think 4am++

Got totally high and everything lo...! the place was pack with ppl la..!! and its Ladies night so...!! LOL....hahaha its Guys BUFFET..! lol

So below are some of the photo i took la..!

The rest are with teck de friend camera..!

Shall post it up if SHE WANNA give mi lo..!!!!!!!!

Photo on right was the things me and shuling order...!!! lol jus the two of us la..!! BLoody hell Full..!!!

Ghost Town..

2009-12-26T21:28:00.011+08:00

Total Sian-ness today, went to ckcc for attachment and end up doing nothing there la....

Its like a ghost town there lo, no customers at all

should end work at 8.30pm de but since there is nothing to do and there are 3 manager i suggested that i punch out at 6.30pm instead.

Request granted and so i am home doing nothing as well...LOLs...

Bert give mi de that Chocolate was right in front of me when i was super boring...

And so I peel off all the wrapping and put it all back in the box and took a picture..!!

U can totally tell how free and boring i am lo...!

There are 6 "hong zhong" 5 "ba tong" 4 " si wan" 3 "ba suo" and 2 "fa cai" and in total 20 tile lol...!!!

Mi with Neh Neh and Liu...!

PS: bert... ur blog very siann lei... all words no photo...LOLs don lazy la....!! and I saw lo NEH WS AND BERT DE CONVO ON FB....!!! ZHUFEN HOR...!! HUVAN HOR...JOBERT RIGHT...!!!!

Smiling...!!!

2009-12-26T03:04:00.002+08:00

I'm smiling now...!!! right infront of my lappy.....LOL
Funny la... just awhile ago hor i'm still emo-ing....
Than after i see those photos hor......LOLs...
really really.... smiling
Plus somemore hor... ah liang actually ask for me to be his personal trainer..!! LOLs...
Actually quite happy.....hahahaha
He's the 3rd person that i somehow groom up...... hope he can be the promising one...
Oh... OH.. there is another one that say he is also interested in moving up the next level wor... Can see he has improve la....but he's still new la... take it slowly ba.... for me, you do have the potential..... just keep that heart there after school starts...

Christmas Day

2009-12-26T01:13:00.003+08:00

Working today.... just got home from work, the time now is 12.20am 26/12/09. Head feeling really really very heavy now, think gonna fall sick soon AGAIN...HAIZ
I don dare to get too close, i don dare to treat others to well, i don dare to pour my heart out and talk and i don even dare to have someone that i can fully rely on depend on and count on.

Once bitten FOREVER scare...!
Trust needs to be build but it takes both side to be committed.
Bonds can take months and years to form.... Yet one day is sufficient to break it
I give yet i cant take
Is that true?
Its scary enough to know that i can actually remenber CLEARLY someones number and detail to that extend......
FlashBack... and flashback and another flashback...... i cannot allow myself in to this sinkhole.....

Crew Outing 09

2009-12-24T11:57:00.020+08:00

Apparently my camera only have the group photos with the dudes..!! "thanks " to CHooBert la..!
take my camera but nv take photo de lo...LoL... I bet when he sees this he will complain again...! lol

Two Ah Beng..! Lol no la...

I have no idea why is the photo on the right in my camera.... I know u will see this so u just right click save as la... lazy to send u...lol..! Oh by the way...... the mini speaker right initially it was really for the gift exchange la....lol... But since u like it so much than i decided to give you lo....

ANd ANd and you still own me my present can....! LOLs...

This year a total of 70 people went for my crew outing, 58 crew and 12 manager. Thats like half of my actual crew number, thank god that the outing went quite well and most of them did enjoy and had fun. Seriously it was quite a enjoyable day la.... playing game and running around with all my crew. Although it was really tiring becasue i have to keep shouting la....!! (no voice liao ) have to keep all those "monkey" in check...LOL

Shall post the group photo and also some other picture when i get from the rest ba, so that it for now ba.

OK... party and outing is both over, i'm finally free from planning things liao.... Must have a good rest first.

NOt the Same..!

2009-12-24T02:27:00.003+08:00

This time round the feeling of going to Malaysia was different. It used to be someone else that I'm always with, but no longer there liao. Substitution or replacement can't seem to work here, apparently getting someone out of your mind or rather your life is not that easy afterall.

I did fulfill my promise of going to Bangkok and Genting this year but not with the supposing person.

The long trip to malaysisa seriously allow me alot of spare time to think nonsenses can.......

I know I can't but I somehow miss the "good old days".

From beJing..

2009-12-23T02:18:00.002+08:00

Hubert got this for me when he went BeiJing..!

Thanks la...!

Do i look like i like MahJong..???

I don't even know how to play can..!!

But still la... THanks lots....!

West to East

2009-12-18T15:55:00.002+08:00

Went JB to pump petrol , came back with a full tank but you know what... now left with 1/4 tank only.
What happpen lei was, went with keong to JB to pump petrol and hor JAM lo jam like hell la i have to cut here cut there than somemore those malaysia bike keep overtake me can.
Than went Sembawang find Hubert go Jurong poiint together, teck was already there waiting for quite some time liao lo. Purpose lei for going there is to shop for christmas gift lo, after our shopping hubert went to meet his friend so i sent teck home lo... Simei..! Indeed WEST to EAST lo....
Teck mama de cooking really nice lo... got fish got prawn got soup, teck good life lo... than after dinner teck teach me piano lo...lol i cant even finish one whole bar la lol...haiz noob me.
When i was preparing to go home lei Teckwhye msg me, i totally forgot that i promise him i'll go his house help him with his wireless connection HaHaHa so i travel to Jurong West again lo.... LOL...!

Bike accident...!

2009-12-17T14:33:00.003+08:00

My bike went up a kerb and down a slope...!!
Left side design basically gone...!
Haiz...! If I say i'm not affected at all, it will be fake...!!
Heart pain is a must la..... not even a month since my darling got her new look wor...!
I guess seeing the pictures would tell almost everything ba..?

Shall post it up tonight...!!

Shopping...!!!

2009-12-13T22:55:00.005+08:00

Went out with Michelle and Jessica today, meet them both at bugis de Swensen than we train to Taka...... After that lei walk to ION...lol brought a polo at G2000 Converse socks and also MOST importantly a new ADIDAS Jacket..!!! I super like it lo... and its L size only ok lol....!!!

NICE RIGHT...!!!!!!!!!!! LOL

Time now is 0501hrs 14/12/09

Just got home from JB with keong.... just now when sending liu home kanna road block lo....

Was asked to step down and check my doc....DAMN la... I pass my bike hor not even 3 months lo

and this is already what... 4th time i'm being check la....!

But anyway... today was still great..!!

cos i got a NEW jacket...!!!!

saw this swiss made watch at TAKA today

It's FREAKing $630++

The sales guy was like telling me

Nice nice, its very unique and it is definitely worth the money...!

$600 over dollar lei, if still not good arh they close shop liao lo...!

SO anyone care to BUY for ME???

Library

2009-12-10T18:47:00.005+08:00

Current location: NYP Library
Intended purpose: Study for next week common test
Actual doing: surfing the net cum doing this post

My schedule for this month is so screw, monday i'm having my math paper till 6pm but i'm suppose to work at 5.30pm. Wed is my Marketing paper till 4pm and i'm working at 2pm...!!!
How? How? How?
Already this Wed change with Jacq because of the clash with my specialization briefing, how am i gonna tell my boss man...! I'm freaking out...!!!

Choo bert bert is out of town for 4 days, no more late night supper and super late night delivery liao i suppose. I have tons of things to do and i'm still not starting on any of it, top task should be mugging for common test which i'm obviously not starting. Next up should be crew outing ba.... i am the planner but i guess i'm not in the right mind yet...!HOW? anyone looking for this year outing? I don't think i am..... which is bad.
Gave KaiXin a ride from her house to NYP the other day, the trip was rather..... eh... intriguing because it was a busy morning on a busy highway and i have to like "siam" alot of car la.... LOL
Gonna have a mini gathering steamboat at kokhui & Joanne house this sat...so gonna enjoyed myself can. But hor need to get a present for him first la.... his belated birthday present and joanne was suggesting we get him a Wii since he love game alot. $300 -$400 range if i'm not wrong ba, we are so going to be broke and there is still meijun de present as well.
19th dec is classRep de birthday lo but i had promise songhui to attend his 21st liao, so sorry ya dean....

Been spending seriously alot lo since monkey de birthday than other than monkey still got kokhui, meijun, songhui, dean, weisheng and koon de present whats more is CHRISTMAS is around the corner la....!! PLUS PLUS PLUS a trip to somewhere is coming as well lol...!!!
Next year man...!! i'm so gonna go HONGKONG...!!! anyone care to register with me already?

My New Bike Decal...!!! My darling is freaking CHIO right...!!

Random photo now...!

Left: taking during a boring lecture, Right: Choo Bert de best friend birthday.

Bad Day...!

2009-12-05T03:13:00.002+08:00

The day started with me being VERY very excited and why is it so?? Because I am suppose to get back my darling after losing it for 4 days...!!!
Know WHat...!!! everything didn't go well.......

First of all, completion date was out.... WAY OUT...!!!
Suppose to meet an asshole right after i collect my bike de lo since its his birthday ma.
Prepare a little "surprise" de but too bad i cant make it there in time, so i ask them to go ahead lo....!
Then this freaking asshole hor....keep on changing his mind la... say meet than say tired than say wan sleep.. than change mind again say want eat...!!!!

I took the trouble to go home from that bike shop and take extra helmet and "those stuff" that i need to pass to him de lo.... you know to and fro how damn far anot...!!
I don't even have to right to be ANGRY meh...!!! ARH...!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN...!!!!

Koon's 2nd birthday with the class...!

2009-12-03T00:55:00.007+08:00

Super lazy and tired to write anything for now...! so see pic first la...!
Totally no link lo my loL

Seriously lazy to write anymore... basically lei is koon de birthday but it just somehow have more dean photo than him...LOL...!!!

Not Good

2009-12-01T00:50:00.002+08:00

I'm seriously getting sick again....

It's been afew days now, Who had notice?

Who would?

Not even my parent's know a thing....

Please tell me i deserve a happy life

Please let me know i do not have myself to blame for this

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Never live for yourselves

NEITHER

do you live ONLY for others..!

Damn Day

2009-11-26T12:38:00.003+08:00

2nd Dec SUCKS......!!!

WOke up late, forgetting I already don't have my bike i seriously took my time to prepare.

Skip a lesson already and having a labtest at 1010hrs so I had to rush...!!! Waited for a cab for another damn 30min or so before i decided to call one...!! Finally got on and its already 1015.....

-_-!! lo.....

Somemore lei...!! unwillingly i have to work later on...! SUper Tired....!!!

Cab was close to $$$10 lo...!!!

2009-11-26T12:38:00.002+08:00

Can YOU spot the Difference..?????

My Darling was totally RAPE lo...!!! the BallBall of one side is gone...!!

And its thanks to this one person...!!!

And all he say is what's done is done

and lets forget it...!!!!

AssMan...!!! MONKEY DONKEY...!!

Oh Oh Oh...On my way home arh...!! ROAD BLOCK AGAIN...!!!! its like the 2nd time kenna Screen By Mr Blue Uniform liao LO...!!! This week die die also must buy 4D man...!

The other day arh...!! My work place de auntie all tell mi lo... 4D first prize no. is 3733...!!! one number diff only la...!! my plate no. is 3433 ma...!!!

SUCKS...!!!! LOL...!!!

Eventful days....

2009-11-22T23:59:00.002+08:00

Chio la....!!!
lol... that's really not the normal opening that I would usually use.
TOday... I did a super stupid thing, I park my bike at a HDB carpark box painted RED...!! and I put a damn coupon on it....!!
When I walk back after i knock off, i saw this ticket that's say: NOTICE OF PARKING OFFENCE...!!!
Damn la.. i totally forgot that there is a differents between red and white box lo......!!
White is for public and red is for Season parking only lo..!!!
SHIT IT LA>>>> it's a Freaking $25 FINE...!!!

Haiz.... i would be emo-ing lo if not for Hubert, Thanks really.!!
Its just my way of dealing problem.....
Bad habit kicking in again.....
Stop being to nice to people that's what i always tell myself after each rough wave.....
but it's just a cycle that i can't break out till now...!!!

Neh is super emo now as well...but i just simply cant cheer her up for i am too needing a hand....
SORRY...!

Such luck...!

2009-11-21T23:27:00.004+08:00

Classic happening...!!! last night i was riding on my way to Stella house in BoonLay ma with Hubert at the back...

Know What..... it's basically just before the very one last left turn only lei we will reach her house liao... I was ask to pull over by them....

Serious lo.... my very first time being stop and screen somemore with Hubert lo...Don know is he suay or lucky la.....!

First question asked, when you pass your bike?

Mi: eh..... around one month liao lo...

Mr Blue uniform: whose bike is this?

Mi: mine lo.....

Mr Blue uniform: where you two going and whats inside that big bag?

Mi: Going to friends house and stay over lo, inside is my shirt and shoes.... (Hubert): My food is also inside.

On and on la....... ask ask ask then in the end, ok thank you, you may go...!

I tell you lo... i was actually excited throughout the whole time when we were stop lo....lol funny right...!

Than we went to Stella house la... its already around 1am++, know what we did?

Stella, Dusty, Hubert and mi.. the four of us was watching porn together....!!!! lol..... literately "porn" la....!! lol.... but both dusty and Hubert had watched it before liao de..... ( the two younger ones had watched it b4 and not the two older ones lo...)

Updates Updates....!!!!

2009-11-20T23:14:00.003+08:00

This was actually a name of a perfume...!!!

This Powerful Durian SonwIce hor at chinatown... SUPER BEST MAN... if you love Durian NV ever miss it man...!!

This is the new design that I intend to put on my bike but with some minor change that is the base colour will be red and the design will be white...

Can you tell what is the design?

Its a Bird....

A Falcon actually...

Gonna get it done on the 1st Dec and it will only be ready for collection on the 4th...

Oh..!! i'm gonna be goods friends with bus and train again for that 3 bloody day...!

And Hubert says he is not going to know me for that 3 day...!!

LOL..... he's such an ass...!!! hahahaha no la...!!! kidding only.....

He emo liao la... his dream gal smoke and he kind of don't like it....

backing-up my story

2009-11-19T00:45:00.003+08:00

Neh Neh not in the mood today, ah nia also got alot of things going on around her that's making her not quite ok as well.... Ass also with neh neh not ok..... I also not in the mood do anything...!!
NYP is a curse place....
Is kuku doing ok at RP?
Is fefe still with the boyfriend happily in SP?
Who else is in NP and TP huh?
Oh.... Ball and neknek should still be fine in their working world le ba.... both are "office Lady" now...lols

Nothing stays the same.... we heard this alot, am i not right?
All drifting or is it just me?
I think arh this few days the only time i really relax is when i any how ride anywhere at night lo....
Lucky still got "Moron" de company la so as not to be so lonely, but he also got benefits lo... free driver lei...
Freak lo today...!!! I went for attachment ma than there is this erm... how do i say lei... womanly looking sweet and soft spoken girl that punch in late...
than arh... she change to uniform only arh totally change to...!!
I was asking the rest of the crew there is "she" a guy or gal?
she totally act like a guy la.... walk also bang here bang there push here push there, talk also manly la......than arh i suppose this is my first time seeing her only lo... she act as if i were their manager for very long liao lo......

2nd complain....!!!!!
I paid $2 for nothing today, and i'm hungry now while that moron fellow is so full till he can't finish it...!!! and moron since you created a new blog yet again u mind if you do update it often? before it die off as well...!

Not the same anymore

2009-11-17T03:56:00.005+08:00

Finally got a chance to catch up with nehneh in school today. Although we are in the same school and even in the same lecture group, but we hardly get together like we were back then.

Haiz.. kuku once said that we arh those NYP de hor all emo emo de lo...lol he's right... heard from neh that ah nia is also having her own problem.....

I wish we never had to grow up, never have to think so much...!

Current mode: Emo-ing

Human are self-center by large, which means most of the time we only think about ourselves or rather how can things be done in a way that will benefit ourselves the most.

who's fake, who's real... I don't know
what's fake, what's real..... I don't even understand

Ageing has made my thinking complexly complicated......

Si Hubert...!!! buy my carrot cake also buy wrong...! i say i want chilli but inside don have....!!!

Casual Sex OK?

2009-11-15T22:21:00.002+08:00

Reports shows that more and more teenager thinks that casual sex is ok and to further support their thoughts it's proven that sex is good for health in alot of ways.
SO what are some of the benefits?

- Improved sense of smell
- Weight loss, overall fitness
- Reduced depression
- Pain-relief
- Less-frequent colds and flu
- Better bladder control
- Better teeth
- A happier prostate

All of the above is supported by the studies from this site
http://www.forbes.com/2003/10/08/cz_af_1008health.html

Reports also shows that more and more minor are involves in sexual activity, minor as young as 14yo.
Is that the trend that we are moving towards? What will be the future be like for us?
Imagine going home at noon and there you see your daughter lying with another boy having sex when they are just 14yo?
And what if it had become so casual that it will just feel like another routine exerciser that you are doing every week?

And every other day when you are out walking with your wife you see this old acquittance of the both of you and knowing that your wife have had sex with him before and another and another....!!!
What's going to be the talking point? husband and wife discussing how their pass sex life was? who and who was better at which part?

SO do you still agree with casual sex?

Its been some time......

2009-11-05T00:26:00.005+08:00

I figured out that it wasn't the positive of things that prompt me to blog about, but the down stuff.

I suppose that's rather common, because people tend to retain more sad memories or rather lost ones than that of the happy and current ones.

When was my last post??? I think its dated 2 months back..... Good god, that is definitely not a short period.

Lots of happening during this period, SO what are they? come to think of it hor i haven even do the posting on my birthday la...!!!

WHY? WHY? WHY? did i not enjoy? was it not good? I suppose only I know deep down the reason lo....!

Had watched quite a number of movies, and they are:

"Jennifer's Body"

Which MEGAN FOX is in, is rather erm.... NC16 la

EH EH EH actually I've watch quite a few more movies la but at this very moment I do not have any hint on what they are....LOL how old am I man..!!1

K.C LiuChang & Izwan just had their birthday celebrated in school by us.

Brought a necklace for liu which not all agree on and a pair of shoe for K.C, went to Neh work place for another round of celebration for them though.

Had a little trip to Melaka & then Thailand before the term start, Malaka was for Kokhui & Joanne wedding while Bangkok trip was with Dean & Kun.

Well... for now school have already step into the third week and it SUCKS totally......!!

WORK AS WELL...!

Other ways or words to described it would be a under statement...!

Well I guess for wrapping up will be the news of me passing my class 2B liao.... and I had gotten a bike already.

It was meant to be a surprise for most of them as i intend to let them know about it after i got a bike de...But I guess it turn the other way round, thanks to someone I feel like I did a terrible sin...! for that it links back back to why my term sucks....

But any way the above accusation was base on a reasonable assumption. Tell me if I'm wrong.

Makes me wonder have I not been good enough?

On a side note I won the NEBO chalet thingy... BIG thanks to those that tolerate with the pestering and also the support. The chalet was meant for my class......................................hope the effort was even.................

Not only good things come in 3

2009-09-26T00:33:00.003+08:00

Bad things follow the same pattern as well, my 3rd "mishap" just came to light.
I've been with this company for a freaking 7 years and for the FIRST time in 7 years I have received not a compliment letter but a COMPLAIN letter from the HQ having a customer complaining about my service...!!!
I was said to be giving her a bad service attitude...!!!! adding to this shocking news was it did not even happen at my OWN store but at another outlet that I was attach to...
I SO DON BELIEVE ITS MY SERVICE ATTITUDE LO...!!!
some more it's over a cup of plain water..and and that fellow who wrote the letter cant even write in proper English...!!!!
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

WTF

2009-09-24T00:58:00.003+08:00

What's WRONG with me these days man....

I lost my HOUSE KEYS...!! SHIT man...!! I'm so gonna get a scolding..!!

Totally don't know what's on my mind, the other day I left my house for work without switching off the gas after I cooked.

I'm being so paranoid nowadays..!!!

As good as DEAD

2009-09-02T04:04:00.002+08:00

ITs 4am in the morning and I'm still studying for Industrial maths paper....!!!
ITs totally not getting in my head....!!!
This module is giving me a super BIG headache...!!
I just need some time out from the calculations now...!!!
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ok back to my mugging liao...!!!!!!

"FRIENDS" a word? or a meaning?

2009-06-29T21:20:00.002+08:00

I really don't think you are the only person that feel that way on FRIENDs now.
Alot more others are getting the same feeling, i guess.
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I am absolutely not surprise anymore on how often and easily the word " Forever " can be used in any kind of relationships.
How do i ever believe anyone that use the word again..!!

Post reply

2009-06-22T03:15:00.004+08:00

Are you sure you are being label as FAKE?
Like what i said before, the power of assumption can be devastating good and bad.Not being able to voice out well does not equal to fake..!!

I think most of us never think of you that way,maybe all we think is that you don normally voice your opinion.

Why is it so? I remember you telling me that it's not that you don't voice out but, too many a time you are being ignore thus leading to not even wanting to say now.

As a friend we try to accept what each and everyone are, as a good friend we try to point out some of the things that we consider as better BUT, ultimately if you think that's just who you are, WE are fine...!!
We don't force you to be who we want you to be.We just inform you that there might be a better way.

True friends don't always agree with one another, BUT they hear each other out..!! Improvements comes only after discussions...!
I never believe that problems can be solve without sitting down and talk it out neither do i believe that one can don't know what they are thinking or what they want. IT's either you don't want to know or don't wish to know.

Another possibility is that you are really the everything anything type, Pros and Cons to it.
Pros is people likes to ask you out because you everything also anything, Cons is when making decisions esp with majority wins situation you will be hated, because of your always anything way of life your view and opinion will slowly be taken out of considerations and finally if any one day you suddenly speak up it will be dramatic.

p/s: I think i'm the one that introduce the word fake in us lo, so I am the master mind of the whole thing liao lo.... I'm at fault liao lo...

Appreciative or NOT?

2009-06-09T22:30:00.003+08:00

"Appreciation is what most people really yearns for,even for me, i feel that being appreciative and appreciated is something that should not be lacking in every relationships."
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Does the above look familiar? It must have, cause I did copy it over from that post.
I don't like turning around to get my point to others, and i do prefer being told on feelings.
Especially its friends that is really being treated as friend.
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Do understand that everyone of us have different understanding and requirement of appreciation, this makes maintaining relation with others difficult, but its also "THE" process that helps the building of stronger bond, am i not right?
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I personally do feel that, at any time of life there is sure to be one person that really cares about you, be it a friend or a family member. But it always occur to me that "we" will still said things like nobody cares or nobody understand me. Why is it so?
Spend quite alot of my time thinking about it.
And what I can conclude is....
Actually, deep inside our heart everyone of us will desired a certain amount of acknowledgement from a certain person.
So if this particular person do not give you a rapport, the feeling of unappreciated will develop.
No matter how hard others around you is trying to "get into your world", you will still feel nothing because deep down the detailed things that the 'others' have done for you will never be taken note of.
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This post not only applied to others but to me as well, in fact i think to everyone it's somehow the same?
Focusing too much on one thing/person will diminish the things or people happening around you.
I regret for all the care and concern that i once neglected...
I felt sorry for the ones that can't be salvage....
I hope that I'll be working on the ones that still can be worked on.
Life's really short, maybe before you knew it's already gone
Work on it people....
Its a both way thing, and there's always a time limit THAT's why its so vulnerable

2009-06-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

Saw this on QiQi's blog, think this is where Justus Kelvin Lim wants to go right?

It's call don know what Illuma i think...

No idea about the inside

Looks white to me

Boring is the...

Impression

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If only you were in my shoe, than will you learn what to do.

I've never tried stop trying.

You gave up, not me.

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Classmates are starting to have problems with one another too liao.

It's only been a year

Time really flies

Can it stop?

Keong's 20th Birthday...!!

2009-06-01T22:42:00.012+08:00

50% of busy and another 40% of lazy lastly 10% of other commitment constitute to this post not having much words...!! lol
The post is dedicated SPECIALLY to Mr. Chong Hwa Keong
HAPPY BELATED 20th BIRTHDAY...!!!
2 big candles liao lols sama sama as me le wor..!!
She loves you, she loves you not, she LOVES you la..... Good luck man
Know what i'm saying? Lol

This is his 2nd day of celebration from us

The lovely class... with sharon as the photographer

Mr Chong with his 2 BIG candles

This is on the 1st day of celebration

What does he look like?

I think his wish...LLOL you know you know?

Kian Koon, the guy in green is always saying he don look good in photos SO please everyone take a GOOD look at him and let him know..!!!

Above is my class rep...... KIDS arh...lol

Sisters gang goes to K.C, XiaoXiao & Teck

Koon always running away from us...Haiz..lol

The 2 "Tua Peh Gong"

So sad right, I'm not in so many photos, they don like mi liao lo

"Fi Na Lei Li" you can see mi here liao

Best part of the game..!!

See How WeiSheng loves carrying Keong...

See how Mr. Kian Koon is not enjoying it..Lol

Its a love shape, in case anyone can't tell...lol

Poor mi, can only hug the leg...

DaDa and keong

Highlight of the day lo..!

On the first day of his celebration, we only gave him the tank top as his present, wanted to fake him let him be abit sad sad. But I think he knows one lo.

Second day gave him the card holder and Mp3 plus a whole packet of snacks.

Lots of effort was put in, thank you Weisheng & K.C for buying the card holder. Koon going around to look for both Mp3 and card holder, but of cos the rest for turning up for his celebrations.

Really hope that the class will always stay together like this, another Captain's Ball session anyone? Lol.....

Notice that i never mention what I have done hor, cos this kind if things must be said by others de ma hor correct anot koon? hor hor... lol.... hahahahaha Bimbo right lol....

Not Good @ all

2009-05-27T01:08:00.002+08:00

Mood really affect your health, have been really really down for a month already. Signs are showing, my ear started out to be only buzzing and sometimes it hurts abit but the other day when i was playing with my laptop it actually bleed.
Mum ask me to see a doctor asap, but i was like oh ok i will if i have the time.
LOL i am a real bastard to say this man, those that know who kk is lol me and him might become brothers man..!! his hearing aid on the left ear ma, than if i really go deaf on my right ear than we brother liao lo, cause i'll be wearing the aid on my right ear ma.
Have been keeping myself super busy, so busy that i do not even have time to rest well. Reason being i do not want to allow myself to have spare time to think about stuff that wont lead to happiness.
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Major change to my life ever since that day.!

Learning In pRogress....

2009-05-18T01:13:00.002+08:00

I used to think that if I can do it why can't others...
But its really very subjective, kun was telling me the other day that everybody have their limits.
Everyone is different in term of their ability's, tolerances and the maximum one can go.
It used to be when I heard people that don't have to work during the weekends saying tired, I will really get very piss off... Being the fact that, wth man its like hey dude you don't have to work during the weekends, you get to plan your time. 90% of the time is because you did not spend it well.
As for me, Monday to Friday school-FIXED
SAT,SUN & PH work-FIXED
If you are tired, what am I?
....
WELL, I suppose I will have to learn to change this mentally I have.

Totally not my day

2009-05-11T21:33:00.003+08:00

Well it hasn't been MY DAY ever since THAT day onwards, so I can't really blame anything.

I wonder is it because that I don't have a religious background that makes me feel at a lost all the time.
Lesson today was a total disaster, it let me feel really down.
Constant motivations is a must for me, it seems.
But who can?
My handphone is really getting worst by the day, it started out to be less than a quarter being unable to see, but right its almost half of my screen gone.
I wanted to change to Sony Ericsson W705 but, I do not think that right now I have the spare cash to afford one and also I do doubt the need for me to own a phone anymore.
I'm in a mess, even my post is in a mess, jumping here and there, talking randomly about random stuff.
I hate disorder but I am just it right now..!

What a Day..!!

2009-05-09T23:10:00.020+08:00

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Imperfections are actually what make someone Perfect.

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Trust me, stop the music and watch this, and simply be touched.

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It may take some time to load, but it is truly worth the time to wait.

On this particular night, I've spend quite a while watching it several times.

"Beautifully Imperfect "

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Caught this clip today when I went to the cinema, it still linger on my mind till now.

For those who have watched it, any personal touch? Do comment.

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Today was rather meaningful, I mean its like.....

I met my Sec Sch classmate on the bus, and randomly we were talking about relationships and she just happen to tell me that she just got out of one. She said something to me and goes like this " The best is when you let it go, and after a while it comes back to you. That is real love. " well I suppose there is still some factors or rather condition needed to be fulfill before this sentence is real. ( Ppl do say that we only treasure it when we lose it, don't we?)

What about you?

What do you think?

This friend of mine, she seems quite grown up mentally i mean. She was on her way to YMCA for some volunteered work-shop which help youngsters to voice out more, she is so-called the "Teacher". Btw did I mention that currently, she is also in the same poly with me, oh well she is..

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She did somehow influence me, for the whole traveling journey I've been pounding myself with all those thoughts. Am I really ready for 21?

Do I look like, think like, or even act like one?

Where do I stand among the people, from work, from school or other circles?

What have I accomplish thus far, what will I be accomplishing, or what awaits me to accomplish.

We control our emotions, our life, our decisions, BUT what if you realize that you have made a wrong turn?

Do you dwell on it and make it worst, do you try your best to forget about it and move on, or do you pull yourself up and learn from it?

Chances...

How many can make a wise decision during their down time?

I don't feel like myself right now.. lol.. hahahaha...!!!

Emo...

2009-05-07T19:36:00.004+08:00

We all have our emo moments. Wouldn't it be nice if we could push the green reset button when the red emo knob is cranked up too high? And life and the whole world is back to normal, back to where we left off. To Defaults settings.
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Too bad relationship knots, people problems, assignments don't unwind, fix and finish by themselves. There is no reset button and back to default setting in our life.

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ps: Being emo is not funny. Being Emoo is.

Movie night

2009-05-02T20:26:00.004+08:00

First "Just My Luck" than " Lake House"
The movies on channel 5 is getting better and better.

These are the movies that I went to the cinema to catch before lo.

Erm... I suppose the tittle of that 2 movie should have gave you guys some

thoughts that its of the same category
.

LOVE... RELATIONSHIP... FATE...

Things that human spend all their live going round and round for...!

....

Well I still spend much of my time

thinking about things that I can't understand

at all..( well it was rather random )

Btw I'll be starting back my motor-bike lesson on Monday, and guess who is with me on that...!

kun, Kian Koon or justus kelvin

whatever you wanna call it.

Should I be excited?

Updates...

2009-05-02T05:53:00.005+08:00

I almost forgot to announce something,

I HAVE REVIVE MY BLOG....

Did not know why I still want to continue considering the fact that I said those words on my previous posting. It kind of proof my contradicting personality. Alot have happen when I did not blog bla bla bla la.....

I felt like a CHANGE person, but I just don feel right.

I know I'm still clinging on to things which I should have let go long ago, but its just too hard and too painful to really consent.

Today was my first day at a completely new working environment, it did not really went like wow very good la but it was also not that bad YET.

I don't want to go back to my own store, I'm just running away..!

A post that was supposedly written months ago...

2009-05-01T05:37:00.004+08:00

Superficial

"I don't talk much, but i am real.Its just frustrating, i can't assume someone is pretentious.Maybe i just have a bad personality which everybody hates.A lot of things is running through my mind now.Many things that can't be expressed here. "

When i saw this particular post on kun's blog, i totally agreed with him. There's just too much that one can't express freely on his/her blog.

I was rather wondering..?????? Whats the point of writing a blog if you cant

even speak what is on your mind.

I just remember a phase
If I have the power, I will rearrange the alphabets,
and put U and I together forever.

2009-03-14T04:28:00.002+08:00

What is your True Fear? Your Result: Being Alone While you may act like you don't care on the outside, on the inside your biggest fear is being alone. You can be quite shy and reserved. You feel like a lot of times people don't really see the real you. You're afraid that no one will really truly love you, and that you will be alone for the rest of your life. On the inside you are great person, so just remember that and don't let your shy nature get the best of you! If you don't want to be a lone then you need to make an effort to be with someone. Show the people that you care about that you really love them, and chances are someone will always be there, even if you think they won't.
Losing Someone
Looked down on
Where Your life is Going
Disappointment
Commitment
Death
What is your True Fear? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

What to do thats just the way it is.....

2009-02-28T11:10:00.004+08:00

Tired...very very tired but no matter how tired i am it also cannot be overwhelm by the sadness and disappointment i have...

But what to do...? Thats just the way things are ma... I also cannot blame anybody ma....

I really so wanted to watch that de lo.. its the FIRST 3D movie that I'll be catching lo...

Haiz.. by the time i come back the movie is over liao......

Ball's 21st

2009-02-20T23:16:00.004+08:00

Vexed,,,,,,! Don know what to think and to expect now...

Seems to lost again....

Oh the photos were taken on shuwen's 21st BirthDay de chalet

Laziness...........

2009-02-08T18:28:00.007+08:00

Fina-lei-ly a POST WaHaHaHa...!!!

Have not been posting since the start of the year, reason being- lazy, moody eh and lag of joyous event for me to write about.

But now it seems that the dark clouds are passing and the sun is back, let me hope it last long enough. Alot had happened since the year started, kuku's big day was first, followed by Ah nia then Ball. Had been eventful with classmates too but yea recently was mugging non stop for exams though i was slacking quite alot la...lol

Di arh you have just been promoted, know you will be super busy de. But please still remember to have your proper meals arh if not gastric pain again. Anything that need my help must voice out ok and hor we meet up soon....!!

P.S: I really did not know kun actually read my blog... lol....

Photos below are all from my classmates both current and Ex .

Sad or Happy?

2008-12-19T00:43:00.007+08:00

Guess what.... I have been trying to decide for the past half an hour whether to do a sad post or a happy post.

ALright decision have been made, I shall leave the emo post for a later time and maybe someone finally enlighten and erase my sadness.

I shall post the pictures taken for Dean's and Weisheng Birthday Celebration, but you know me la i'm quite lazy to edit you see lol.

The BFF...LOL

Dean's big day is 19th while WeiSheng's is 21th right? lol

Tag reply...!

2008-12-18T00:29:00.002+08:00

Now, eh first thing first arh HELLO bastard how do you do? Ok next let me do some corrections on your English. Mistake No. 1, the first letter of every new sentences should be in uppercase and mistake No. 2 is eh I cannot find the meaning of the word bloddy in the dictionary wor but I found bloody la. The definition is erm alot alot of blood lol.... Oh you might also wanna elaborate to me what exactly make a person bastard lei??? lol...

Thanks sexy Ass for speaking up for me, Jessica too.

Oh thanks Jessica again and Huiqi for sending me all the way back to my house if not I don't know which station I will find myself waking up to.

Hehehehe... thanks you also la bitch for calling and asking if I got alight hahahaha....

!!!...MY FOOT REALLY HURTS LIKE HELL MAN...!!!

Eh and what huh...oh ya really sorry too Jessica... for being so tired today abit "sao xin" la I know.

Ok next is for my classmate, hope you guys enjoy the BBQ esp the baby's next week CLASS REP & Ah Diang... HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY...!!!

6 years and counting...

2008-12-13T23:43:00.004+08:00

Unknowingly I have spend 6 full years in my current company already....

Alot have change, I have change or basically everything have change.

YOu know, I used to look foward to work because I get to enjoy myself greatly.

But now... I hardly get to enjoy.....

Is 6 years too long already?

Is it time to change?

Lost in the Crowd

2008-12-09T09:22:00.003+08:00

Out of a sudden I somehow realizes that maybe I have been focusing too much or in fact all my focus are on some. The price paid for it is rather high, I have been losing the people around me. It seems to be the distances between the rest and me is drifting apart rather quickly.

But I still feel floating around, nothing is grabbing hold me, I can't feel the need for me.

Was what I did worth it?

What is my existence for? It must have right?

People say how much you give and that's how much you will get back.

Really?

I guess I'm just not a positive mind-set person or a cheerful personality.

Yesterday I was chasing after my bus and

while I was running towards the bus my handphone fell out from my jacket and it perfectly hit my legs and bear in mind I'm running thus I kick it even away from me.

So I have to collect back all the pieces of my phone and miss my bus.

Haiz.... Haiz... Haiz... Haiz... Haiz... Haiz...

Haiz... Haiz... Haiz... Haiz.... Haiz...

Haiz... Haiz... Haiz... Haiz...

Haiz... Haiz... Haiz...

Haiz... Haiz...

Haiz...

Phase of Growing up

2008-12-08T00:14:00.005+08:00

It seems like alot of us is having some problems in our own life, are we sailing through well or is it too rough to pull through?

Me too, I'm having my own situations which some are very "unstable". Is it impossible to completely understand another person? Or is it that the other person do not want to be understood?

Misunderstanding arise from miscommunication while miscommunication can come from a number of factors. It can be due the person personality itself or rather the lack of understanding of one another.

Does being close with someone means you understand him/her?

Does always being with someone means you know what he/she wants?

Does caring too much for someone brings stress and discomfort to them?

What is the comfort zone?

Where is the comfort zone?

Common test is around the corner, in fact its next Tuesday but I can't seem to concentrate on my studies.

Distraction are coming from all directions, WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO..???

We cannot change the fact that the earth keep spinning and we can't deny that people change as time passes.

Singapore Flyer...!!!

2008-12-05T00:48:00.016+08:00

Finally I am up and flying in the Singapore Flyer...! Been waiting for so long lo...!

Eh abit tired to organize my post and also to think of what to write la...

I shall just let the pictures do the talking.

But do take note.. SOMETIMES pictures are misleading

Ah Boi got his hair cut

2008-12-03T18:26:00.004+08:00

Today school ended early, so I travel down to meet ah boi to accompany him to get his hair cut.

He is trying to be mentally prepare for the shave he will be getting when he is in NS which is real soon. Was actually going to accompany him to buy all his stuff for enlistment one but in the end this stupid brother of mine...haiz he change his mind and ended up eating lunch at IMM only.

His hair was not really that short la but as compare to before the hair cut ok la its a significant amount.

Koon's Big Day...

2008-12-03T01:16:00.003+08:00

I shall not talk much on what happen during or after school as he has already done so in his blog, so if anyone wants to know just visit his blog ba.

Alright I shall talk about what happen to me, this morning woke up early to accompany Weisheng to AMK wet market to buy the very special cake for koon.

Next was lunch la then reach sch then bla bla bla bla la.....

The Birthday BoY with the special BD cake..

Ok what's cool is while on our way back Liu suddenly told me my nose was bleeding... I was like reallly meh..! but it was indeed bleeding and alot...! Luckily it stop after awhile, but to my horror after I reach home and came out from my bath my nose start to bleed ALOT ALOT again...

OMG.. I'M SO DYING...!!!

(while on the train)

(Train)

(After I reach home)

Finally

2008-12-01T03:36:00.001+08:00

I have been treating myself badly...

and thus

I am finally sick...!!

Down with Flu...

I'm Sorry......

2008-11-26T21:55:00.002+08:00

Boi... I am so sorry that I did not take good care of the watch you gave to me.

So sorry that we made you feel trap.

Sorry that we made you chose.

Sorry for the fuss we create.

Sorry that joy was not the only thing we gave you.

Sorry that we made you force yourself on things.

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry

Sorry Sorry Sorry

Sorry

On a side note: I saw a SUPER chio boyish looking gal today...!!!!! CHIO CHIO CHIO...!!!

Back from Batam....!!

2008-11-24T10:58:00.004+08:00

I have the time now to blog is because........ my lesson starts at 12pm but I'm already in school. Not because I'm such a good student wanting to reach early and prepare for my lesson, but because I remember the time wrongly.

Sitting at KouFu blogging while waiting for anyone to reach and accompany me for breakfast cum lunch...Wahahahaha.....

Jus came back from batam yesterday, it was a nice trip I was able to relax and have fun at the same time. Tons of photos waiting for me to upload but not all are with me yet so decided to wait till I have all before I start editing and posting.

Meanwhile I shall keep you guys wondering with these photos....

In School

2008-11-20T10:18:00.002+08:00

Thursday is always a drag to go school, lesson as early as 8am and adding to the blue-ness this morning lesson is such a useless thinking & problem solving skill module. I don't even think the lecturer knows what he is teaching can.

Next up is this Engineering Drawing lesson whereby we are taught on how to draw a LINES and CIRCLES, sounds stupid?? Whats stupid is that irritating lecturer can...!! He totally speak mono tone and is so damn sacarstic can... Sucks to the core man..

Yesterday I was mess up can, was suppose to work at 3pm but I totally forgot about it until IRIS called while I was still at a salon waiting to get my hair cut. I was like..... SHIT MAN, I so totally rush home get a bath and took a cab down. When reached I was like "CHEY" they got a attachment manager la, I should have taken my own sweet time lo...lol JOKING only la.

Started working, my kitchen was like only with 2 crew and counter with 5 crew la... SO totally un-balance la.

Jonas, Guangliang and Guanghong they all came and I start calling people Chicken Backside esp the small weiQuan... they just keep talking like chicken backside man...

Went home at 10 plus, I actually walk home from Yishun MRT station can and its raining. So cool I was walking in the not so heavy rain but it was indeed raining lo, I msg Neh telling her this and know what SHE SCOLD me la. Saying why do I always do things that will hurt myself.... then I was like think EH.....EH.....EH... ya lo haiz.... But right at that moment when I decide to walk i the rain my intention was just to have fun since the last time I walk in the rain was like ages ago...

Boston---Augustana

2008-11-16T03:14:00.001+08:00

"Boston"

In the light of the sun, is there anyone?

Oh it has begun...Oh dear you look so lost,

eyes are red and tears are shed,

This world you must've crossed... you said...

You don't know me, you don't even care, oh yeah,

She said

You don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

Essential yet appealed, carry all your thoughts across

An open field,

When flowers gaze at you... they're not the only ones who cry

When they see you

You said...You don't know me, you don't even care

oh yeah,

She saidYou don't know me, and you don't wear my chains... oh yeah,

She said I think I'll go to Boston...I think I'll start a new life,

I think I'll start it over, where no one knows my name,

I'll get out of California, I'm tired of the weather,

I think I'll get a lover and fly em out to Spain...I think I'll go to Boston,

I think that I'm just tired

I think I need a new town, to leave this all behind...I think I need a sunrise,

I'm tired of the sunset,

I hear it's nice in the Summer, some snow would be nice... oh yeah,

Boston...

where no one knows my name... yeah

Where no one knows my name...

Yeah Boston...

Where no one knows my name.

Titleless

2008-11-13T03:02:00.007+08:00

I simply cannot think of any title for my posts anymore, it just drain my brain juice away.

Alright, there are a couple of things I would like to say. First off, it was totally a GREAT weather to be home and be sleeping in my bed today. But unfortunately I have to work, Cafe closing just because someone there is on MC. Haiz..... As I was dragging myself out from my bed at around 6pm today I was also complaining, keep complaining about me on why do I have to be such a busybody and care about Cafe.... Just because I know if I don't do it who will be call back.....

Tired Tired Tired

Why am I so tired? maybe because a inexperience person like me was being left alone at cafe since 10pm? and also maybe customers today not only order cold drinks but also hot drinks that I might not have done before? At one time I can have 3 Frappe and 2 hot drinks and it all belong to different customers which I had asked them to take a sit first....
Just why do I need to do this to myself....!

I never manage to do much of my pre-close, so when the customers start to die down there I was trying to do things faster BUT never did I think that I will cut my hand while cleaning the interior of the Microwave.... The cut was a sharp wide and deep one...SO PAIN can the blood just keep flowing, the more I look at my hand the more I was thinking WHY do I have to subject to all these??? STUPID me loh..!

Even with my bleeding hand I still have to wash so many things, everytime water touch my wound it just hurt so much again la...!

Even when I reach home the wound is still bleeding can!

But I am proud of something which is even with so little and late pre-close plus being only the 2nd day closing without any formal teaching, I still manage to finish everything by 2am...! AND AND the whole Cafe was CLEAN all the way from 10pm till close. SO even I can do it there is no way or reason why my other beanie with much more experience then me can't. Let me stress it again CLEAN..!!

The time now is 3.20am, I just reach home about 20mins ago and my lesson start at 8am later in the morning which means that even if I were to be asleep right away I will at most only have 3 hours of sleep...!!! HAiz plus lesson today will be a full day school... all the way from 8am to 4pm... I am so bringing all this to myself man..!!

My Cut Hand

Tired Tired.....

2008-11-12T03:20:00.004+08:00

Another 10 days of not posting from me again, I guess it has being a pattern for me to post every 10 days?
A few days back I was reading a post about some emo's personality and how they can affect the people around them, don't know why but that somehow relate back to me.
I think ever since school start even me myself haven been hearing much laughter from me, the guy who can laugh off anythings was just not there. But I hope things have change or rather is changing slowly?

School life have been the same, Maths being an alien to me still, I got my first warning letter for skipping 3 of the Engineering Drawing lessons, eh brought a Fujifilm Camera and finally handed in two of my projects.

Working environment have got some changers, Karen leaving for another store, a new manager just got transfer over, since the arrival of the new manager I am NO longer the 'Biggest' Wahahaha, Michelle last day with the Company will be the last day of Dec while the last day for my brother kelvin will be on the 30th this month. Because of his sudden NS enlistment his promotion to a Shift Leader was held back, I personally thinks that he was somehow quite sad about it but he just wont tell anyone or maybe not me??

My own Life, I went swimming alone just last week, suddenly felt like so and so I did it. But it was rather a short swim, I think i haven been swimming for a long time and thats why I got tired very fast. Last Friday went jogging with my brother and this bigger size me can actually run longer then him can? After only a short 16min he already cannot make it can, I can still like continue for another 20 to 30 min one ok. But other physical training wise I cant win him, like pull up, push up and and whatever la.... Oh Oh Oh wait I can still win him at sit up...hahahaha. So OMG la he like that next month go NS liao how??

....Exactly ONE more month to his enlist date....

Oh God I have brought so many things this month can....So broke so broke la...

A Camera, Mouse for my Lappy, cooling fan for my lappy and still to buy is my contact lens solution and trip to Batam still haven pay la... BROKE...!!!

Below are the pictures we took on Michelle Birthday at Manhattan Fish Market

The GIRL

The GIRL's Flower

The Wrong Group Of People
The Correct Combination BUT with eye close

The Ladies

Just some updates..

2008-11-02T01:47:00.004+08:00

This was today, all the nehnehs were invited by JianWen to his 21st Birthday Party but in the end only Me, Diza, ShuWen, Tania and JieFu attended.

Me, Diza and shuwen were the first group to reach and something superly classic happen. I ended up mopping the floor lo, look totally retarded and they even took a video of it can.

After awhile JianWen's parent came with the super super big and expensive cake but soon after Diza and shuwen needs to go off liao.

So there I was, being left all alone with all their friends coming one by one without me knowing anyone. My only hope was to wait for Tania and JieFu to reach, while waiting for this lovely couple to reach neknek Diza aka Boobs sms saying she is coming back....hahahaha totally retarded la. Anyway I had a great night, Thanks Neh and JianWen....!!!

Went to JB for this month manager outing...eh....was okok la had fun eating and enjoying my YAM ice cream and also all the CLASSIC joke and moves that the managers created.
I did this to my leg.... Cool? Nice? Rm15 only ma....

All the food that we order....

The total bill for 11 of us came up to RM350++ reasonable la.

Its a sooner or later thing, it might be good for you the earlier you go in the earlier you come out. This might also be a good exposure for you too since you said before that you only have Mcd then now is the great time for you to make your new brothers. Training in there will be tough and nobody will take care of you like what you have now, so do excises caution in whatever you do. This is all that I can do.

Its Over...

2008-10-30T03:02:00.004+08:00

Why do I even want to bother until now, it just prove me right again and make me kill myself AGAIN.

I do not want it to end just like this I seriously don't, I still have alot of things and places that we have yet to visit, Singapore Flyer, chom chom and many more that WE have talk about but...

It has just reached my limit, its OVER.

Finally I am Certify DEAD.

Again.....

2008-10-29T14:42:00.003+08:00

My location now is Home... But I'm actually suppose to be in school for this make-up lesson for maths.

No mood to attend, anyway attending that lesson does not mean I will understand anything that he teach. So might as well go home lo.

Meaning to say I skip lesson AGAIN, ever since school start I have been skipping quite alot of lesson liao. Bad Bad Bad.....

Very very the moody this few days lei, maybe because of the weather or is it me??? Semester 2 does not interest me at all, with the maths getting harder and other things "messyer".

To sum it all, it just means "SIAN"

......still counting......

MeGa Family Night.

2008-10-28T22:56:00.003+08:00

Ran off halfway through lesson to join the people at BPP for this Mega Family Night.

I was the first person to reach there for my store, so being the FIRST I had to take attendance.

I know whats so great about it right, but whats funny is I actually do not know a few person on that list...hahahahaha it goes to show that I have been missing out alot from my store.

There is this guy Jackson and a girl Nora, totally don't know them hahaha.

The event started with you know what...CHEER... standard routine.

Whats great is that most of the people that attend were the "shy once" or the "chicken backside" hahahahaha, there is only this small little guy name WeiQuan "SuperLy" active and noisy.

"Lau ban niang" came treat the managers to delifrance and after the event a few of us went to LJS...

after dinner was HOME SWEET HOME......

_____________________________________

2008-10-27T22:10:00.008+08:00

What Title do you think suit all these photos?

"Me!!" I would title it...
What about YOU?

...5 days since...
.....12 days since.....
.........& still counting.........

I just DoNt knOw...

2008-10-26T19:55:00.003+08:00

....Thank You....

4 days since.....

11 days since.....

& still counting.........

(: .....Just make me not understand anything..... :)

School ReOpen

2008-10-25T17:36:00.003+08:00

Its been the 2nd week since school started, but I suppose I still have not adjust to the new but old environment.

I just so feel that I still have not 'Fit In'...back??

Wow school have been eh....??? Fun?? I would say ok ba...

Just celebrated Izwan, K.C and Liu Chang birthday but I do not have any photos to upload.

It seems that I'm no longer thrill to take anymore?

"SuperLy" shag.....

Yesterday was so tiring, school started at 9am ended at 5pm which was one hour before schedule, proceeded to Lot 1 for work from 6pm to 3am.

And if you were to ask me I would have told you I'm really very tired with school in the morning and the vomiting at nigth OH feeling so sick these days thats the reason for being looked so dead.....

Its a long weekend with Monday being Deepavali holiday but its not exciting for me at all....

Handed in my request for next month schedule, basically I'm trying to keep me busy VERY busy that is.

By working on my only day that school ends early which is Wed, I'm now tied down trying to kill myself.

Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word

2008-10-23T09:07:00.001+08:00

It's sad (so sad) so sad

It's a sad sad situation

And it's getting more and more absurd

It's sad (so sad) so sad

Why can't we talk it over

Oh, it seems to me

that sorry seems to be the hardest word

It's sad (so sad) so sad

It's a sad sad situation

And it's getting more and more absurd

It's sad (so sad) so sad

Why can't we talk it over

Oh, it seems to me

that sorry seems to be the hardest word

I Want this!!!!!!

2008-10-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

But its superly expensive

There are just so little time left

2008-10-21T22:31:00.000+08:00

Basically there are tons of things I want to do, there are movies that I want to catch and places where I want to go for great food.

I'm waiting for people to be free to accompany me. Who will it be?

These are the movies I want to watch...

"Tropic Thunder" showing this Thursday 23 Oct

"The Coffin" showing on 30 Oct

Other then all this movies I want to watch there are some other places I would like to visit. For instants Singapore Flyer, Sunset Way which is bursting with restaurants which I wan to taste one by one and also Overseas.....

Well..... How?? who will accompany me?

Disappointed yet again

2008-10-11T03:51:00.001+08:00

I totally don know how to start and start from where, feel so LOST again.

My Lappy is spoil, whenever I on it the first time the screen will be blank then I'll need to on and off a few times before something shows up.

Next up is I just got the news from my mum this evening that one of my uncle had pass away, he complain about his chest pain and was send to the hospital and the next morning he was already gone like GONE FOREVER.

How should I feel?

Life & Death

Is it better to be alive or dead? For people who are dead with alot of undone things it must be real sad, sad that they cannot accomplish their dreams and plans. What about the living ones? Does all really treasure the time? Are the time spend meaningfully? Is things done significantly for someone? Or rather is there something that the living can look forward to in order to live on with motivation??

As for me..... I wish I was already dead when I'm alone.

Wish time never move when I'm being accompany but of cause it must be someone I prefer.

Lets do a little recap on MY life....

The only memories I have when I'm still a toddler was that my Grandma dote on me alot since I was not a baby that was born with the full 10 months. Since I was a baby I was nourish with tons and tons of tonic.

Kindergarten, eh not much.

Primary, it was in fact better then my Secondary life. I love my Primary school life better, its fill with more joy and laughter because I was fill with lots of love, care and concern by all my lovely mates.

Secondary, the only thing I think I did right at this time was joining Mcdonald's. It was at this time that my life was changing back to colourfully filled world.

ITE, one word GREAT. Two years of my life NOT wasted, over this two years I've met friends that let me re-understand the meaning of "FRIENDS" we have been through tough times and happy moments they are indeed IMPOSSIBLE to forget...!

And now......POLY, up till now I think its still ok maybe not as great but its alright I'm doing fine I guess its still too early to say anything yet.

McDonald's, a company that I've been working for the past 6 years.

What can I say?? I've started from a un-noticeable crew that always sweep and mop to now a part time Manager. Was it a great achievement? Frankly speaking its getting more and more meaningless for me. Losing commitment. Bad sign. But still I've enjoy a great share of fun and joy from here BEFORE.

To date my Grandparents from both my mum or dad side are all gone, and now maybe its slowly time for my aunties and uncles. Its harsh to said this but it indeed is a fact.

Alright until here anyone wondering why is this post title Disappointed? Because true enough on what I have learn, Promise are meant to be broken.

When something just lets you feel disappointed the feeling is like you are falling into a bottomless hole and as you are falling other then the loneliness and the chill you get from the dark cold environment is the pain you get in your heart.

It just get more and more hurtful, its like someone is holding your heart pressing it harder and harder.

I'm slowly but painfully getting used to empty promises and things said that cannot be fulfill, its actually very stupid of me to even still clinging on to a slight chance of hope everytime on everything to the last minute when I should already know whats going to happen.

For the pass 20 years of my life I think I've continuously put my faith on the wrong person even now. I need to start learning how to believe in the right thing, right thoughts and right person.

GREAT TIMES ARE REALLY SHORT

Kelly might have just knock some sense into me... she said to me Kelvin is already someone's else ah boi. True True very true..........

One cannot handle too many commitment especially him....

Forget it is what kelly said..... and what I was saying is refering to one but NOT limited to ONE, apply to alot more too.

AM very sick and tired of falling into the endless hole and being pulled up just to be push back down again.

I'm fine...totally fine, this is not a emotional entry but an flashback maybe.

Trust me, things will change once school start, distance will be pull apart close and near. Human resist change but still slowly adapt to it.

(The time of this post is from 3.30am to 6am on 10 oct after my closing shift with Edmund.)